Sympathies to Family and Friends of Cynthia Mc Donald. Death is never easy to accept and deal with. Comfort can come from prayer, God's spirit and God's word. Psalm 119:76. Sometimes we do foolish things to deal with grief. But the best way is to draw close to God. He can soothe and heal our pained hearts. Psalm 94 : 19. He wants to do more, to resurrected dead loved ones! As to how and when this will happen, please peruse jw.org.
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