Sympathies to Family and Friends of Beula Duemonte. Undoubtedly, you are pained by her departure. Do you wonder about her whereabouts now. Is she in Heaven or somewhere else? This video may clear up things :
https://www.jw.org/finder?srcid=jwlshare&wtlocale=E&lank=docid-502017858_1_VIDEO
Sometime coping may be difficult for some. God can help if we allow Him. Prayer, the Bible and God's Spirit can do miracles too. Soothing articles on coping can be found at jw.org.